Pessimistic

It’s time I open my eyes to see
I’ve cast a black spell on things around me
I’ll lift the curse and set you all free
Open my mind and regret who I’ve been.

As black as a rain cloud
Screamed in my head too loud
For what things should I be proud?
Drifting away or standing in the crowd?

I’ve been too blind to notice
I’ve been too sad to see I’m no longer alone
I’ve been too confused, so I apologise
I know I’ve been walking with my head bent low

Are you happy that you’re with me?
I hope you forgive me for the monster I’ve been