Feeder

Oh what a mess she was
Ladened in venom and deadly disease
A year goes by, shaking it, pulling it off
She breathes for the first time, lets go for the last time

Or at least she tries, tricks herself for the hundredth time.

Does she cry for the thousandth time?
The tears run dry with no more to cry
What to do, what to do
I have the gun, the knife, the posion
To end it forever, rid the disease

Wathcing her is all I can do
My glass prison, tapping glass, thumping glass
But she doesn't see, cant hear, wont turn
So leave her be, watch her forever as she dies inside herself

Forever cracking glass, no nearer, no further
Drinking it, gulping down as much sorrow as I can
I am the monster that feeds on her pain
Slowly destroying it, breaking it down
Day by day, I will get closer, ever so closer
One day in time I will conquer and take
Only one last breath in, it will be the last, one day very soon

One More Time Before I Let It Go

Create a new dream for me to dream
Wipe away those nightmares rolling down in tears
Catch one drifting word that seeps through
The air tonight as I toss and turn for the last time

Enough for now, no more tears or flashbacks
Locked away, I hide them, bury it, accept and move
On, forward, with you there hovering

Sweetness, Madness, descending gladness
The temperature drops for one last night
I've surrendered for just this night, the key in my hand
Ready to say goodbye, drowning surfer saved once again

Dropping it, loosening it,
I punch the air, and tear through the air's flesh
The covers suffocated in my claws
I dream it for the last time
Just one last time

I pull out a knife, the blade laced in murderous threats
And I kill it, the last time, the very last I promise
So it's gone, forgotten, the thoughts no longer there

Wake up now, wake up now it's safe,
A new dream has come, wrapped in an antidote for that poison you left