Ignorance

When my pen reaches paper
Angry words flow rather than kind

When my friends are ignorant
I quietly let my teeth grind

When I dare go out the door
A happy place is hard to find

When I listen to the beat of my music
The words catch me in a bind

When I try to step out into reality
I should try to step out of my mind

For not opening my eyes soon to the real world
May eventually leave me paralysed and blind

For my 'school friends'

I've been here too many times
In the place that's a world inside my mind
Its the world I have to run to and hide
Cos I hate thoose 'friends' the dragons outside
The real world is just one big gamble
Its way too harsh, cruel and painful
My world is happy, perfect and wondarful
Piss off bastards, you're just shit-full!
I just need my space where things wont corrode
Try to take me out of here i swear i'll explode.

When The Day Came

When the day came
I still didn't realize
It would be that horrible
To witness a monster destroy
The person I love so much.
Maybe it'll devour her
Or die quickly and let her live
Or it may hibernate
Strike again
Take her away from me
Who knows 'til the next day?
She may have years left
These may be joyous
These may be plain
These maybe short
These may be painful
For no-one knows the outcome
Of the killer inside her
It may choose to steal her life
She may fight the evil away.
No matter the outcome
Tears will own my face
For family hides the importance of it
Away from me
And one day
I may feel what it's like
To have cancer inside of me.